Celebrating Microcephaly Awareness day

Grace and I were happy to celebrate the first Microcephaly Awareness Day that we had just recently heard about!! I'm glad I heard about it until it was too late! I loved being able to match my little girl and take these pictures, and also that I was able to share with some people why we were wearing yellow!

2 Days to go

Well, on Tuesday we will be heading to the doctor to see what they say about her increased amount of fluid in the spine. I am crossing my fingers that it's not going to be another surgery, but I do recall her saying, before this most recent MRI, that if there is more fluid, that would mean another surgery for sure. SO...here's to hoping that by some stroke of luck, the fluid disappears, and Grace's back will be fine! As you can see, Grace is full of cheer and obviously isn't going to let anyone or anything get her down!!

Update from MRI land

Finally, we are home, and I'm awake enough (for this minute or two) to update Grace's blog and let everyone know how the MRI went. Well, we got onto the road a bit late...actually 20 minutes late...got there with 30 minutes to spare, and then I had to be snoody because the receptionist for admitting took someone back before us, even though we got there first. GRR. Don't mess with a mommy when it's this early, we are late, and I haven't eaten!! So whatever, we were able to admit her without paying because it was a re-do scan, ran her up to the MRI area, and then waited around about 30 more minutes.
Finally, they gave her the medication to make her loopy (relaxed) so that they could take her from me without her fussing (even though she wouldn't have anyways). After consulting with the doctor, signing papers, and everything else, we went to another area to wait even longer while they got the room set up.
So we played for a bit!! It was fun, Grace had a great time, and so we were able to relax a bit. But then finally the doctors came out, got her from us, and left her new bear and slippers behind for fear that the thread might cause a problem for the machine. I was lucky enough to get a picture of the MRI machine with my tiny little Grace right there!
About 2 hours later I finally got fed up of sitting in the waiting room, so I went to throw some cold water on my face in the bathroom. After I came out, I heard the sound of the crib wheels coming down the hallway, and I just had that gut feeling that it was the crib of my little one! I waited in the doorway, and asked the ladies "is it my little one?" And it was!! I was so excited, and so we hightailed it right after them and waited the extra 30 minutes or so for her to wake up from the anesthetic. Daddy finally ended up "helping" her the rest of the way to wake up by rubbing her hands and her belly...what an impatient Daddy! Then I got to pick her up and feed her. This MRI though was weird, because the waking up part was MUCH different than usual. The first two times, she woke up without problems. The third time, she took a while longer to wake up, but didn't fuss much. This time?? Shew! She was extremely fussy, took forever to wake up, and didn't get rid of that fussiness till we actually started walking out after being discharged! She would eat a bit, then cry and scream, and then go back to take a couple more sips of her bottle, then let go to cry and scream some more, and then back to the bottle! Silly girl! After awhile, we were discharged, Daddy went to get the car, and I walked down with one of the nurse assistants because hospitals are like mazes! Then we headed home. Mommy crashed on the bed when arriving home, and Daddy was a trouper and stayed up with her :) He knows how I get!! But all in all, Grace did wonderfully! She was such a strong little one, and puts up with all this stuff we do to her. Now, we are hoping the results come back in our favor!

MRI Day. The Day I haven't been waiting for

Well, it's 6:39 am. Gosh, I haven't been up this early in so long. I went to bed a measly 5 1/2 hours ago. I just couldn't sleep. So I'm home from taking my step-daughter to seminary (yes, she goes to class this early in the morning) and now I'm twiddling my thumbs until we can leave. She's already awake, so that's not good. Usually, I like to let her sleep till we leave, and then she sleeps while we are driving, and then she doesn't get hungry. I sure hope she won't be fussy today. We've NEVER had a problem with her realizing she's been starved since midnight and now she's hungry and hasn't had a bottle! Well, I better go get her... hope all goes well today.


There are some pictures of Grace waiting to leave I thought I would share. That is her playroom :) I just love the outfit she's wearing because it's got no metal pieces, which means that will be her MRI outfit today. And I also like it because it's got HORSES all over it!! Awesome!

Grace at Planet Gym

Yesterday was Grace's first time at Planet Gym for her therapy group day, and I think she had fun! Her Physical Therapist worked with Grace on standing at the balance beam, and moving to the side by stepping to the side and letting the other foot follow. She did pretty well, but she did whine like she was saying "mommy, what's going on...I'm nervous." But she did great!After we worked at the balance beam for a while, we followed Grace over to the stairs to the trampoline! Her physical therapist helped her get on her knees, then up to squat, then up the stairs!! Of course, there was the nervous whining again, but I don't give in! I really want her to go through the motions repeatedly so that she understands it might be scary, but it will get her places!


She did so great!!! After playing on the trampoline, we went to the big room that had more fun stuff! I put Grace inside a tube, and she got out all by herself! I am so glad she didn't let the tipping of the tube scare her!
Here is the video of her getting out of the tube!




She did so great at her first group play day! Of course, when she went into the pit of foam blocks, she didn't enjoy that at all. And after that, she was whiny they rest of the time, but that's ok. She did wonderfully and I can't wait until the next trip!

My little Lemondrop

It was so fun to go on a walk last night with Grace and Daddy. We used to go nightly, but then sometimes the temperature was so high that we wouldn't go. But last night was just so lovely that we had to go! So I dressed Grace up in her little jumper, bonnet and sweater that was from when I was little, and off we went! Of course her older sister had to say she looked like a banana, but Daddy said it best, "she looks like my little lemondrop!" How sweet!

I just had to get a picture of Grace with the background of the setting sun. Heavenly Father always seems to make our surroundings so beautiful after a hard day...

It was so much fun to get out of the house, get away from the worries, and just go for a walk to the park. It was fun to have Daddy push the stroller and see Grace looking up for him! I just love watching the two of them together because it's so sweet to see the strong bond the two of them have together.
We had so much fun at the park, and I'm just so glad that we've found something that Grace loves to do some much, and that is swinging! And the swings are especially helpful when she's just so fussy and there's nothing to relax her. And for those moms out there wondering why she's SO bundled up...she has an issue where her hands and feet get cold faster than the rest of her body, so I like to make sure she's bundled up enough.

Therapy today

So today Grace had her PT come over, and her Infant Specialist was also supposed to come but wasn't feeling well. Anyways, Grace and PT worked a lot on being on hands and knees, as well as going from sitting to hands and knees, and from laying to sitting. Grace is definitely so close to going from laying to sitting up, but she hasn't made the move by herself. Also, she did very well with her rocking back and forth on her hands and knees, which helps her learn how to adjust her weight, and shift her weight. Also, Mommy has learned how to help Grace tighten her ab muscles by tapping her stomach when she's on hands and knees so she will remember to tighten and not have a slack tummy! She did so well, but for the first time, Grace fussed at her PT! Her PT said, "that's the first time she's fussed at me!!" I've noticed this too...she seems to have started understanding that if she whines a bit, then someone will be there to help her or have their hand out for her. So I will be working on that so she doesn't get spoiled! It was a wonderful therapy session today! And when she was working with her PT during sitting up time, Grace sat straight backed the entire time without tripoding!

TWO FOLLOWERS!

I am so excited to say that we now have TWO followers! I've had this blog since before Grace is born, and sadly, just recently got these two followers, but I'm SO HAPPY!! So if anyone else knows of anyone that would like to follow this blog about my special girl Grace, please let them know!

She is so Smart!

So I have to brag a bit about Grace because she's just so SMART!! We've been working with her on saying "out", and have been using that ALL THE TIME when we go out the door, out of the room, out of the car, out of the bath, just OUT of everything and everywhere! And she's doing so great with showing that she understands! I had her in the bath this evening and had just about finished up the bath and sat there for a bit watching her, and it's like something just clicked in her head telling her that she was done, and she looked at me and said, "OUT". And I responded, "you want out Grace?" and she said, "out, out, out" over and over. Obviously, she wanted out! When I got her out, she just giggled and cackled so much because she was so happy. Another thing I've done with her (because repetition is key for children with ACC) is when I lay her on her towel, I make a huge ordeal of wrapping her with it, and I always make silly noises like you would hear when a plane flies over head..."SHEW, I got you!" She just gets SO happy, and you can tell she knows what's coming!!! Oh I love her.

Daddy has some great news about her as well. We read to her every night, RELIGIOUSLY!! (I love reading, so we've incorporated it). Anyways, he came out of her bedroom pretty quick and down the stairs with her saying, "you gotta see this!" He came and sat by me on the couch, and with every turn of the page, he would say to Grace "where's the kitty?" And she (for the most part) would put her hand right on the kitty!! AWESOME! I am so glad he's got her learning what a kitty is! Now I make sure I ask her where the kitty is every night we read that book! Good job Daddy and Grace!

Therapy Session

I just stare at Grace with utter amazement as she sits upright throughout her entire session of therapy today. I can't believe all the hurdles that she's gone through, and how strong she's been through everything. And, as if that wasn't enough...she then had to show her mommy just how strong she was by crawling over her caterpillar. But it wasn't just once. She climbed over it to get something, and then decided, "nah, I don't want that." And then she climbed right back over it again to get back to the side I was on! This isn't some little tiny caterpillar! It's a huge, fluffy caterpillar! WOW! What a feat! She also showed us how she plays "Peek-a-Boo" and it was so adorable. I just can't believe how smart she is. She said "out" as the therapist, Ms. Allyse, was leaving, and she waved once the door was closed. What an intelligent little girl I have!

Grace's Health

Shew, Grace has really taken a beating from this cold she's had! She's had it since getting her shots on the 3rd. Poor thing. As of today, she doesn't have to sleep in her swing or with the humidifier anymore, and all she has is a runny nose, but I just can't wait till her health is back to normal! I'm assuming the teething of 5 new teeth isn't helping! But her sleep patterns have gotten back to normal, and she's sleeping through the night without waking because of not being able to breath through her nose. 14 more days till her MRI...I try so hard not to count down!

MRI Delay

Well, right at this point, I would be traveling to Roseville to get Grace checked in for her MRI, but because she isn't breathing through her nose at all, we had to reschedule the MRI for the 27th. In a way, I'm happy we rescheduled, because she's never fasted that long into the afternoon. Usually, we have the earliest appointment (8:00am) and so it's easy for her. The appointment today was for 12:45. So the 27th now. Hopefully, she will be healthy by then. That one is also a lot earlier, so it won't be as stressful for her. I am really hoping there isn't an increase in the fluid in her spine...she just needs a break from surgeries so she can grow and strengthen. She will pretty much be back to where she started if they have to open her up again...I hope not.

Grace is sick

I don't know what's going on, but ever since Grace had her shots on Friday, she's been doing poorly. She had a fever over the weekend, and then the stuffy/runny nose came on Sunday, and hasn't left us. During the day, she's been a lot more tired than usual, sleeping longer during her naps, and gets tired faster. At night, she's having trouble sleeping comfortably, and has been having to sleep in her swing because it's easier for her to breathe. I was watching her sleep last night and she had about 5 times that she didn't breath in for about 15-20 seconds, and I'm really hoping it's not sleep apnea. She also has been crying in her sleep, which she hasn't done since she was a newborn. I'm super worried, and am taking her to the doctor today to see what's going on, and to hopefully have a sleep study done.

Physical Therapy Continues

Well, today Grace's therapists came. She has one physical therapist, and one infant specialist, and she helps with communication, vocalizing and cause/effect. Grace did very well today! She's becoming much stronger in her sitting up, and she's pretty graceful now at getting down to her stomach from a sitting position! I am so proud of her! With some repetition help from the PT, Grace showed that she understand "in" as well as "out" when it pertains to taking things in and out of a container! Of course, she wanted so badly to eat the container too! We are now working with her balance when sitting up, and trying to get her to reach to the side. Also, trying to get Grace to her hands and knees is the major turning point for us. I feel that if she will finally start doing that, then mobility and crawling will soon follow!

Daddy is Jealous

Well I do believe that daddy is jealous of Grace getting all the attention, because he had to go in and get an MRI as well! He's been having a lot of trouble with his memory recently, as well as seeing things on the ground and hearing when I talk (or maybe it's just ignorance!). So after visiting with his doctor, she scheduled an MRI for his brain, as well as a hearing test. Happily I can report that there was nothing wrong found with Daddy's brain!! He's just got so much stress right now in his life that he tents do forget things more often. I'm glad to hear there's nothing wrong with him, because he's my right hand man, and I don't need to be worrying about him as well as my little girl!

Grace's birthday!

Gosh I can't believe a year has come and gone so fast. It seems like just yesterday that I delivered Grace and held her in my arms all bundled up and tiny. But alas, the time doesn't stop for us, but continues to tick on. My little newborn is now one year old! I am so excited! I still stumble on what I'm supposed to say when people ask, "How old is she?" I am so used to saying a certain number of months that I fumble for a bit before it clicks that..."OH! She's ONE!!"

We had her doctor's visit today for her 12 month checkup and shots, and it was a long exhausting appointment because of questions, checking heights/weights/head circumferences and basing them off of past measurements, and then the dreaded shots. The news from the appointment wasn't exactly what I wanted to hear...

It's not that it's horrible news, but I would have just liked to have gone there and JUST heard, "everything is great!" But her weight is STILL 17 pounds. She's been 17 pounds since July. So the doctor doesn't understand what's going on,... and he said from what research he's read, her gene deletion shouldn't be causing the weight loss, so he's worried. So in a month we will go back for another weight check, and until then, her diet will include: whole milk AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, butter IN EVERY MEAL, Carnation Instant Breakfast EVERY DAY (for the calories). Her head is still the same size as well, and has been since April: 16". If you want to be technical (which for us we have to be) in June she was 16.26", July was 16.61", and September she is now 16.34". Kinda worries me that it's actually decreased... So yeah. Her height is growing steadily though. She gained a whole inch since July! Good girl! She is still in the 30th percentile for her height, but in July she was in the 27th percentile, so she's gaining :) Sometimes, though...sometimes it would just be nice to hear all positive. She will be having an MRI again soon on her back, and all my fingers, toes, eyes, and whatever else can cross are crossed hoping that she won't have more fluid in her spine, which will then mean another surgery.

So that's where we are now. I'm trying to research as to why she isn't gaining weight, trying to find ways to incorporate more fat in her diet, and waiting...somewhat impatiently...for the doctor's to call to schedule Grace's next MRI.

Grace Update

Well, today was definitely a fun day! We went to a water park today and got to play with Daddy, because he got off work today :) Grace had a genetics test today, and so he decided to stay out of work and just spend time with Grace and mommy. So we went to the great grandparents house, and then home to go to the water park. She didn't do a lot of laughing, but there was the nervous laughter that we heard every so often! And we got an awesome picture of her teeth that are coming in on her bottom gums.

We should hear back from the genetics test in three weeks, and I'm really hoping there are no abnormalities. If there are, that could mean that she could have delays later in her life, but if there is no abnormality, that could mean she won't have any issues. So the three weeks are going to be hard to wait for. If there are abnormalities, they will be testing Brad and I next, and we might be contacting the University of Chicago because they have done extensive research on Microcephaly. They have some pretty good tests that they could run. Granted, it will cost $4000, but hopefully it will be seen as necessary so insurance will cover it.

So that's where we are. She's 17 1/2 pounds, 27 inches long, and her head is 16.25 inches around. She's delayed to a 6-7 month developmental level, but her social skills are beyond average, especially seeing that she has Microcephaly.

MRI and doctor's visit updates

Well, we got the results back from the MRI as well as some new news from her pediatrician. The MRI showed that there is more fluid in her spine than there was in the beginning, but that the tethered cord is gone. So, about the fluid in the spine. In the beginning we learned that the fluid in the spine was caused because the tethered cord was pulling her spine, and it was somehow allowing the fluid into the spine. So the hope was that with the surgery, the fluid would go away. But actually, it increased, which means there is another problem. So what the doctors want to do is do another MRI in 3 months, and if the fluid is the same amount, this will be her new "normal" level and there won't be a worry about it. But if the fluid has increased yet again, then there will be other tests done, and most likely surgery. Ug...I am so tired of these MRI's. I mean, I know they are doing good because they are showing us problems in her body, but they are really hurting her too because they are delaying her more. Every time she goes under there is a certain amount of delay; the doctors can't say for certain how much, but they do know there is an amount of delay. Here is the information that we got from her 9 month checkup...

Her height is 2'3.2", and it was 2'1" in January, so she's gained all of 2 inches and is in the 32%. Weight is 16 lb 7.7 oz, last month it was 15 lb 7.6 oz, so she's gained all of 1 pound (9%). And her head is 16.1", and it was 15.51" in March, so she's gained all of .6" and is in the .37%. It's really hard not to be upset about this because she's so small...it's hard not to feel like it's my fault. Like, if I would have eaten more, than maybe she would have more weight on her. Or if I would have done something to take better care of myself, then she wouldn't be so bad off. How does a mother not blame herself when she sees her child struggling, and the child did nothing to cause that struggle. This is all really tough to handle...

MRI Results to come, as well as Genetic Testing

So we got a call from a receptionist in Oakland saying that the MRI results are in, but we can't hear the results until the 22nd because that's when the doctor is back from her vacation. Really?? NO ONE else can tell us what the MRI says?? She has a partner that she usually works with, so we are checking to see if we can do a phone conference with him so that we don't have to drive all the way down to Oakland. And I don't really want to drive down there by myself with Grace. Also, Grace will be having her 9 month checkup on Monday, and after that meeting we will be setting up a genetic test to see if her Microcephaly is genetic or if there was a problem that happened with her own genes. This would be good to know seeing as I would like her to have a little brother or sister. Everything always has to wait so long...ug...I hate having to wait.

Tortilla Time!!

Grace ate tortillas and shredded cheese for lunch today! It was so cute to watch her gum the tortillas. She didn't eat too much so of course I had to give her baby food instead, but that's ok. At least she's trying to eat something other than baby food! It was cute because I leaned over to her and opened my mouth, and she swung her arm over with a big piece of tortilla and was aimed for my mouth, but of course it didn't make it! She's doing so well with her eating. She doesn't really try to gum the food she eats all the time, so of course she gags, but she is learning. And as soon as those teeth come in, she will be able to tear apart more food :)

Park Time

It was a beautiful day, so we decided to take Grace to the park (06/06/10). It was pretty fun! Even though it was really windy, Grace was still really happy to be out in the nice weather. Her physical therapist said swings are great for Grace to be in because they make her sit upright, and since she loves swings, we headed right for the swings! This time, she didn't laugh as much, but that's because she was tired and had missed a nap! Mommy was freezing though, so we didn't last long!

Visit with Dado and Papa

Last night we surprised the great grandparents with a visit on our way back home from Super Walmart. They were so excited to get to see little Grace! Papa, as always, made us chocolate milkshakes, and while we ate them, he laid on the floor with Grace and talked to her. It was so sweet to see him down there with her. He has numerous medical conditions that make it difficult for him to walk, and at times it's painful, but he got right down there on the floor without a second thought. It seemed as though they were having their own little conversation; one talking and then the other. At times she would roll over and he would say, "Uh Oh! She's losin' ground! Yeah, she's fine. She will be crawling in no time." I love watching the great grandparents get so much excitement out of Grace. Dado just loves to see Grace's face light up with a smile, and just gets so tickled when Grace smiles a huge smile right at her! I love hearing my grandma laugh at Grace. The visit was really nice, and I know that it made them happy. When we finally had to leave because Grace was getting fussy (seeing as it was 10:15 pm and past her bedtime) they walked us out to the truck and made sure to say "I love you's." I loved hearing papa say, "make sure you come over again soon!" And to watch him kiss Grace is so sweet. He is vision impaired, and usually has to be within inches of something to see it. But he knew exactly where her cheek was, and it was especially nice because Grace sat perfectly still in his arms while he slowly leaned forward and kissed her! I love them so much!! Next week we will be going out to lunch, just Dado and Papa with the granddaughter (me) and great granddaughter (Grace)!

Upcoming Birthday!!

The biggest birthday on the planet is about to arrive!!! Grace's 1st Birthday!!! I am so excited! Mom and Dad bought a rainbow shirt for Grace, and got some gold shoes from Payless to match with the shirt. We are going to be celebrating her birthday up in Montana, so we are going to get her invitations out early. Also, we already bought birthday decorations! There isn't much because there isn't much room in the truck, but there's plates, napkins, cups, tablecloth, and a hanging sign. And they all say "Happy 1st Birthday!" I already practiced making Grace's birthday cake, which is a 6 layer rainbow cake, and even though it took me two hours to make, I am still going to make it for her!! She absolutely deserves it!!

Physical Therapy Good news!

On May 20th we found out Grace doesn't have to go back to see Amanda for a month! What wonderful news little Gracie! She (Amanda) was happy to see how much progress Grace had made, gave me a few pointers, and then sent us on our way. I am relieved to see that she (Grace) is getting so strong so fast.

Big Blue Beautiful Eyes

On May 19th I took Grace to Roseville because I was worried about her eyes. Her right eye wasn't dilating in the dark, and her left eye was always turning in. So after meeting with the eye specialist, he let me know her right eye isn't dilating because neurologically, the message isn't being sent to her pupil to dilate. He says this won't cause any problem with her vision...hm...if your pupil not dilating won't be a problem, then why do they dilate at all??? Anyways...the left eye is diagnosed as Amblyopia, which is the turning in of the eye, and that is caused by Esotropia, which is when the brain doesn't register that the left eye is there, and so it stops using it. Come on Brain?!! There is a big beautiful blue eye there just waiting to be used!! So we have been patching her right eye so we can help the brain "see" that her left eye is there, and so the left eye can get strengthened. Then, there will be surgery on the left eye to straighten in out...sheesh. All these big technical things for such a little one. But she is such a trooper. She doesn't even fuss when the patch is put on or taken off, and she does wonderfully adjusting to just one eye being used. I can't believe it. Through everything she's been through, she's been really strong, and hasn't put up too much of a fuss. I mean, with the surgery she would fuss if we moved her too much, but that's just from the pain, and ever that surgery was minimal. This little child is definitely teaching me about patience!

Physical Therapy Begins!!

On May 6th we went to visit the Physical therapist, who has the same name as mommy!! It was a really good to finally have someone evaluate where Grace is at with her physical capabilities, and after Amanda worked with her for a while, she told me Grace was at a 4-5 month physical development. Just a couple of days before Grace and I had gone to see Amanda, Grace had started sitting up out of the blue. (Not well though, but at least putting an effort in!) Grace at this point was 8 months old, so being THIS far behind wasn't a very good thing. But Amanda gave me a lot of good exercises to do with Grace using an exercise ball, so I was excited to get started working with her .

Problems going Potty...

Grace had some problems going potty before we checked out of the hospital, which is why we were there for so long. They had to give her a catheter every 3 hours, and she also hadn't had a bowel movement. So she was taking laxatives and prune juice, and mommy and daddy had to learn how to give her a catheter as a requirement to going home. Finally, mom argued enough with the nurses to let us go home, and so they called the doctor, who said "I don't know what you're still doing here! Yes, you can go home!" We had to give her a catheter every 3 hours for awhile, and finally were able to stop 10 days after getting home! That was a major relief, because it took a lot out of us, and her, to have to stop what we were doing to cath her. She was still having constant problems with constipation, but nothing a little prune juice couldn't help!

Grace's Tethered Cord Surgery

We had to go to Oakland for Grace's surgery, and we were there for a total of one week. It was pretty hard to let Grace go to her surgery, but I had to trust that the doctors knew what they were doing, which they did. They called us throughout the surgery to let us know that everything went well, and it was a surgery totaling 6 hours. The doctors let us know that when they cute the tether, the spine spring back into place, and so it's obvious Grace needed the surgery! They were glad they did the surgery this young, when Grace was only 7 months. She recovered well, and even though she swelled up in the hospital because of the IV, she lost all that swelling pretty quick. She is such a trooper, and all the nurses just loved working with her. The stitches totaled 25, but it was really just a continuous stitch with 3 single stitches to close up the small openings left over. Upon returning home, she healed really well, and was back to herself in no time. After the two weeks, we returned to Oakland to get the stitches out, and then in about 3 more weeks, the wound was completely healed!

Baby Grace Update

Well hello there followers :) I know...it's been a long time since I've written last! Just a quick update before I hit the sack. Grace is now 16 days old and doing great :) Cute as all get out and growing every day! She's now eating about 4 ounces at a time, where just a little while ago she was eating only 2 ounces. She had her 2 week checkup today, and we found out she has to go see a neurosurgeon because she might have a problem with her back. She has a dimple on her lower back above her bum, and the doc said it could be there because her spine is tethered to her spinal cord, which could cause Grace a lot of trouble with the use of her legs when she gets older. So they are going to examine her and do some tests, and see if surgery is necessary. Hopefully, it's just a beauty mark! Other than that, she's still blue eyed and now 7 pounds :)

School News!

So one good news on top of another...I can take classes in the Spring!! There were two or so other people that the Liberal Studies counselor had told not to take classes in the fall and to wait until spring, so that helped my case!! So they made a "code" to put on our spring apps, and by using that code, the apps will be accepted! So that's a wonderful blessing!

Baby Grace News!!!

Last night from 9-12 pm I had contractions, which got me to 1 cm dilated and 80% effaced. The day before I had had an ultrasound and wasn't dilated at all for that and my cervix was long, so it wasn't thinning at all. So within 4 hours!!! I went to the Labor & Delivery today to be monitored, and will do it again Tuesday. She might come this weekend!!! I kept telling Brad I was having contractions but he didn't believe me, and I actually was. He keeps expecting the hard ones, but that's not till I'm dilated to 5 cm. So we are going on a walk again tonight, which has definitely been helping!! I'm getting excited!! Also lightheaded, nauseated, and dizzy, which the doc says is all signs of labor coming soon!!!

CSUS is crazy

Well, I have applied and was accepted into Sac State for the Fall semester but then found out I was pregnant and she's due 3 days after school starts, so there's no way I can take courses. So I planned on taking classes in the Spring. Well, I just found out they aren't accepting applications for the Spring because somebody there doesn't know how to budget!! They had a "budget crisis" and so they are closed for Spring enrollment (me). So I called a dean and poured my sad story on her...I think it helped that I said I only have about three years left and don't want to have to wait a year...she laughed at me until I said "what? I'm about 80 % through my Liberal Studies Degree, and need only 3 classes more for a sign language minor!" Then it clicked in her head how important it was that I don't wait until next fall to be able to take classes! She thought I was just some incoming freshmen that wanted in. But NO! I'm coming in as a transfer Junior level and NEED TO TAKE CLASSES IN THE SPRING! So hopefully she will be able to do something to help me so I can take classes in the Spring. I called the admissions office and they said "if you want to be seen as an ongoing student, take at least one unit and then you can take classes in the Spring." Yeah right, what planet do you think I'm from???? If I only take 1 unit, I still have to pay the full $3000 for that semester!

So as of now, something could go really good for me, and I could be able to take classes. But I also signed up for 4 classes just in case they can't do anything...and I don't know what I'm going to do about the baby...maybe having a baby on their campus in the middle of a class will show them that they should have worked with me! Ug...this has made a huge problem in our life...the plan was for me to stay home in the fall, and then go to school in the Spring for 2 days a week...I hope and pray that's how we can continue it...I don't want my newborn away from me at daycare because the stupid school couldn't work with me...

So close to those doors!

Today we went and got all the items we needed to go to the Temple...I am so excited!! It was wonderful to finally make that step, so that we are one step closer! I just finished packing my temple bag :) Now I'm ready for the 15th! And we also went shopping for maternity things, so now I'm ready for that as well! I still need to pack my bag for the hospital though....baby diaper bag is ready but mommy is absolutely NOT ready!! But that's okay! We still have a few weeks. Ahh...it feels good to live righteously and do the right things; it brings such blessings to your life.

Headed to the Temple!!

I had to pick a really beautiful font to write something as important as this!!

I am going to be sealed to my wonderful husband in the Oakland Temple on August 15th, 2009! Isn't that the most beautiful sentence you've ever read!! Yeah, I just made the appointment for my endowments, which is at 10, and then after is the sealing! So that is definitely a blessing for the two of us! As well as for Baby Grace, because she will be born in the covenant!!

So I must say, this year has been a year of fantastic accomplishments, and I am so excited to be able to walk through the Temple and know that I am now able to be there whenever I can. And I am also excited because Brad and I can now work on my family names, which have been sitting in a binder just WAITING to have temple work done on.

Thank you for sharing this wonderful moment with me!

Baby Grace...she is definitely a girl :)

Hello there! So an update...by the measurements taken from the ultrasound, Baby Grace is 5 lbs. 7 ounces! So that's what she's supposed to be.. We don't know yet if she's growing right...I'll know on Thursday after I meet with my doctor and she goes over the ultrasounds. But she looked beautiful on that screen! And at one point she stretched her leg straight out and we got the perfect view! While we were looking at her she was practicing her breathing, which was beautiful to see. And yes...she's definitely a girl!! We were able to see that perfectly! So until Thursday...

Tomatoes up the wazoo!

Well, this weekend I finally got some use out of all the tomatoes I had!! I had about 25 of them, and the biggest 3 we kept for hamburgers :) but the rest I made spaghetti sauce with. So I have 14 small jars of that! They are the same jars I used for my freezer jam :) So that worked out great. And of course I never gather up enough cherry tomatoes for salsa because they end up in my mouth before they get into the house! But that's okay!

Beautiful Song

Hey readers :) I found some piano sheet music and worked on it for about half an hour trying to figure it out but can't really get the tune...if anyone knows this song or has the song and can get me the song, I would be forever grateful!! It's called "My Mother's Love" and it's by Jean Erikson Barnes.

It's so beautiful, and want to learn to play it for my husband's kids.

Thanks for the help!

Baby Grace Update

Ok. Back from the appt with some news. I'm measuring at 32 cm, which is 1 cm more than last time, and 2 cm smaller than I should be measuring. So now I have to go for another ultrasound to be sure that Grace is growing properly. The nurse said there are some causes as to why she's measuring small: 1. she is so low behind my pubic bone that she's measuring small, 2.she's not growing properly (which is what the measuring at the ultrasound would find out), 3. my placenta isn't giving her enough nutrients (which means she isn't growing properly) and if this was the case they would most likely take her early because I can give her more nutrients breastfeeding than I have been with just the placenta. So we will see. The ultrasound tech is supposed to call so I can set up an appt, but they haven't yet. I'm not too worried, but just a tad bit :) So that's the update. Her heartbeat sounded beautiful as always!! And she loves kicking me up a storm, so I'm not too worried about her not being okay because she moves SO MUCH!! So until next week!

Garden Update...and life update

Hello all...I know...it's been a long time! So you all are probably wondering how the garden is doing? Well, I just went out and picked abut 20 cherry tomatoes, and about 10 regular tomatoes!! We are definitely having hamburgers tomorrow, because two of the tomatoes I picked are big enough to fit nicely on hamburgers!! And of course the squash is doing fine, and we have some watermelon that are growing :) We have a watermelon plant that we didn't even plant that is doing nicely; two watermelons about the size of softballs, and then we have some that we did plant that are leafing now.

Now for life update...Baby Grace is doing great! Letting mommy know how much she likes gymnastics, or boxing!! 6 more weeks :) I can't wait to meet her. I had a dream about her last night; she was born and I was holding her. Not everything was pleasant about the dream *seeing how us poor pregnant women have to have such crazy dreams* but to have her in my arms was amazing. And now I feel such a stronger connection with her; as though I've already held her in my arms. It's a very...wonderful but different feeling! The nursery was recently painted by our slave labor...*the kids*...just kidding by the way! They were paid!! So it's much nicer looking now. And lets see...I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so that we can see if she is measuring closer to necessary size! And then an ultrasound in a week and 2 days!! So hopefully she will be head down!

I think that's pretty much it for now. We are planning on going camping in two weeks; our last outing before Baby Grace comes!

Temple Bound

Good morning my fellow sisters and brothers! I hope that you all have had a wonderful weekend. I sure know that I have. My husband had a very special meeting this morning, and I am so happy to say that our prayers have been answered :) He will be receiving a calling, and he and I will be meeting with the Bishop to discuss being Sealed in the Temple for all eternity. So one step closer to being together forever and all eternity. I am so excited, and can tell he's gotten a renewed Spirit in him as well! One step closer on the path towards righteousness and blessings. I feel so wonderful that Baby Grace will be born in the covenant, and that he and I will be sealed. This year has definitely been the best year.

Update On Baby Grace

So, I went to the doctor today to get a checkup, and it wasn't a 100% good appointment. This time I met with the nurse practitioner, whom I like better than my doctor because she's more interested in me and not just getting done... anyways, I measured at 31 cm...I'm 33 weeks this weekend and am supposed to be at 33 cm. So she's slightly worried. Baby Grace is also head down but not completely...if my belly were a clock and 12 o'clock was completely head down, then her head would be at 11 o'clock. And her feet are at my right side. So the nurse said she might be behind the bone where they start measuring from, which is why the measurement is less. But she was concerned...she also said I'm carrying really low, which made her worry too. So all in all, I have another appointment with her in 2 weeks even though I have one with my doctor in 3 weeks. She wants to check Baby Grace's growth. But she said the heartbeat sounded really strong, and I actually got to hear it speed up while we were listening because she kicked :)

So wait two weeks and there will be an update. I hope she's growing well. Maybe she was just hiding behind the bone :)

My garden

Well, I finally got to eat the produce from my garden that I've been waiting for!!! Tonight, I got the lovely ability to share two cherry tomatoes with my husband!!! Small feat, but totally worth it. So he got one, and I got the other :) They were SO delicious!! There are alot more that are out there, but none that were near ready to eat like these two were. So, I had to share with all.

Speaking of the other aspects of the garden, the corn has been torn out for the season. We got a good bunch from the corn; alot that didn't fertilize, but enough to fill up about 15 gallon bags with about 6-8 a piece. The peas were also taken out (done as well for the season) and replaced with yellow cucumber, and the beans are supposed to be pulled out (but we haven't yet). We now have 3 pumpkins (even though we didn't plant them!) and they go from large to medium to tiny :) The small one is about the size of a cantaloupe, and the big one is one you would buy from the store :) The peppers are doing great; we've picked 2 so far, but there are 5 others that we are trying to procrastinate about. The squash are great as always, and the cucumbers are keeping my cravings (cucumber with balsamic vinaigrette) at bay. The grapes (green) are about the size of a penny but far from ready! The concord aren't doing well this year (good year, then bad year, etc.) but we were expecting that. The white peaches that hang over from our neighbor are pretty good :) And we got some apricots from a church member and made 5 jars of freezer jam. I have 10 more jars to make but didn't remember to buy the freezer powder when we were at WinCo. Oops.

So all in all, a good gardening year. I like to focus on the tomatoes the most :) I have one plant, in a pot, that has 15 tomatoes on it!! So I'm extremely excited about that!

Well, that's all I have for now. Tune in next time to hear more about the wonderful garden!

The Crib with it's Fixins

Aren't these the most beautiful pictures!! Can you all believe that this crib is homemade by the hands of my father-in-law?! I feel so blessed to have something as precious as this in my home. There are just some things that people take for granted that they shouldn't! I love it so...

Home at Last

Well, hello there fellow bloggers! I'm home from Montana at last, and must say that it's nice not living out of a suitcase! But the trip was fun, and it was wonderful to see almost all of the family! I also got to bring home the crib, which is already set up complete with mattress and 4 piece pooh bear crib set! Brad got the daddy shopping bug and bought the crib set, mattress (the most expensive one), rocking chair and footrest, pooh bear blanket and beanie set, and of course a mattress pad! So I am SOOOO excited! 9 more weeks! I also tried on the mattress the sheet that I made and.....YEAH!! It FIT!! I was super excited about that too. So now I have three more to make!! Brad and I were pretty excited about that too. While on our trip, someone dropped off a baby carrier for outdoor walking and a baby bouncer that's beautiful. We are trying to figure out who did it, but don't know yet! So if you are out there and are reading...thank you!

Well, the baby countdown has begun! The baby shower is in 2 weeks, and I can't wait! I am excited to see what things I can upwrap and put in the baby's room. Like my grandma said, "it's like playing house." Talk to you all later!